Just send 350 bucks

OM fucking God!!!! Once again, I'm am forced to watch/hear/participate in a load of bullshit!!!

While t.v. surfing, not net surfing for a change I stumbled across some ludacris crap about some Jewish people needing money, money so they could make it back to their homeland.

"Please, send $350.00 to help one Jewish person back to their homeland, anything you can send is appreciated"

I cannot stand how some people use the word of God to manipulate people. It makes not only them but God look horribly bad. Honestly, like he's sittin' up there saying, "give these people your money and then, then you can come to me" I call total bullshit on that.

Its people like this who give any kind of religion a bad name. Don't get me wrong, I ain't a pusher like my human Christianity requires, but come on people. I get it, I get why so many people shy or push God away, because of people like that. Who pretend that they want you to see the light of God, but only really want the numbers and the money.

This I tell you, is not what it's about. It is about: finding peace within yourself, peace within this world and having a personal relationship with Him. Not about things of Man: money, greed, and power. None of these things will make you a better person, none.

It just makes me sooooooo angry to see people who are supposed to be praising Him, use his name as a profit. Like God really cares if you send X amount of dollars so some Jewish fellow or family can go back to Israel. If he wanted it to be so, then it would be.

What about all the poor neglected people here? The people who cannot afford to go to the Dr.'s? Or, get a prescription? Or even eat? Pay rent, go to college, have heat in their homes? Where's the Christians on t.v. asking for that money?!! Huh?!!

Lots of people in this very country, or your very town struggle and struggle hard. Where are all those do gooder Christians then? I'll tell ya'. They're at church listening to there Pastor tell them they need to send their hard earned money to the Amazon. Ya' the people in the Amazon don't have running water or an indoor toilet. You wanna know why they go there, not only to give them those "Western Comforts", but to spread "the word". If the "word" is so important, why not give it to some Mom in Denver who is addicted to Meth. Let her know how powerful and healing He is? Why waste all this money to go so far away, when people here are hurting, and need the help more?

I tell you, it is not God who has turned his back on you.....it is your fellow brothers and sisters. The very people who were sent/decided to spread his word have flawed God's word with their own immoralities. They have put shame on God not God himself.

WWJD? Slap all you bastards in the face, that's what he would do.

*by bastards I mean those who do wrong with His word, that's right.

I do realize to many that I may not come across as the typical Christian. I'm not, yet I do believe that He is my savior, and he died for me. That's all that matters. I am human, and I'm not Jesus. I'm not perfect and neither are none of you. I give creds to those who are trying to live their lives in His emulation, but what I've said above.....that's the worst person to be in my opinion. A hypocrite. I can tell you, yah I drink, curse, and have immoralities of my own, but everyone of those immoralities is mine and forgiven....at least I can say, I don't try to trick people into giving their money for nothing. Cause' God doesn't want your money, just your love....